Officialy now Mummy-Baby Blog!

Today, I shall announce this blogspot belongs to 'Mummy-Baby's Blog'! I wanted to put in my thoughts and feels about my Baby here. I can't act on behalf of him since I AM NOT HIM. So after reading the past posts that I written for him, I realise he may have his otherwise thinking which I do not know about it. Being a mother to my baby for coming 8years, I was ashamed to admit that I still do not know him well. He has been a bright kid since young and only now then I realise I have deprived him from many things. I want him to be independant, to excel in whatever things I expect him to learn so that he do not fall behind other students/kids. I only shower him my lubb when I am in good mood and throw my tempers on him when I am in a foul mood. I expect him to understand my feeling, my stress when he was just barely 4 yrs old. He does not enjoyed his childhood like Caleb, eating biscuits and drop the crumbs all over the floor..using his hand to dip inside his bowl of cereal with milk.. playing water game inside/outside the house... drawing the walls... eat and drink and mess all over his clothes.. many many other things... I just want him to behave like an adult.. like me! I don't want any hassle from Baby... I am so cruel! *sigh* I hope I am not too late to be a good Mummy to him. I have failed my marriage but I do not wish to fail my duty as a 'Mother'. Every kid is special to their parents. No matter how good or bad our boy is, we will always protect and standby our kid. Many of my frens think that I am too strict with Baby, but I really meant for his own good. Now, Baby already a big boy.. getting more knowledge and he is aware and sensitive to many things. As much that I do not wish to affect him about our separation, but I feel it's a must that he should know so that it will not result a big impact to him when more things changes/happens.

Happy Sunday!

We had a fun weekend together! Did you see the pics above? I made this 'Potato Surprise' with Brandon today. He showed me a book that he borrowed from his school library. He sound so keen about cooking and I don't wish to disappoint him. So, I agreed to buy the ingredients with him this morning after our breakfast. He helped to cut the hot-dogs into cubes and those lill cherries into halves. He was so excited... we bought the Parmesan cheese for toppings.. I didn't know it's so expensive. It cost me SGD6.50 for a small packet leh! Gosh!

Then, Sri helped us to boil the potatoes before I cut a hole into each one in order to put in those ingredients . Brandon only helped out halfway and his eyes were glued to the TV after that. Guess what? He didn't helped further cos shortly after, he went out with his Dad to Popular to buy his color/art papers for the Origami. Kids are just that! So, of cos, I was left alone to finish the whole thing... I baked the potatoes for about 40 mins, we had the most Yummy bites! *kekeke* His YeYe & NaiNai lubb it too! Sri tried too... his Dad tried too.. I felt happy when I see everyone enjoying the food!

Then, I agreed to meet my sis to my Bro's house. We had a fun Wi-time at his house. We were totally crazy... playing this game called - RAYMAN and I took some pics of these 'Wi-Fanatics' to show all of you.. *hahaha* I believe Brandon had a wonderful time this wkend.. its been so long since I spend my wkends with him.. I will try my best to spend more time with him... and work hard for him cos I am really looking forward to own a hse for both of us in few years time!

Angry with Mummy!

Mummy was happily outside having dinner with her friends. Daddy fetched me back tonite. I am angry because till now almost 11pm, Mummy still not back home. I called her earlier to ask her come back right away but she said she will be late. I am unhappy and I hung up her call. I want to sleep with her tonight but so late now, she still not back home!!! Why she is always with her friends???

lonely pig

Mummy took this piglet pic while we were in Malaysia during CNY. He looks so lonely and he was searching for food. My great-aunt rear a total of 6 piggies but now only left 5 of them... due to my great-uncle killed the last one for his prayer and family's reunion dinner. I feel so sorry for the piggy. *sob-sob* They don't even know why and when they will be killed!

i miss Mummy!

I miss my Mummy! she is working in Melbourne now... will only be back on 22Feb.. i get Daddy to sent her these 2 pics of mi.. I wish she will fly back soon.

CNY in Malaysia 2009!

I was in Malaysia wif Mummy n family to attend Great-Grandma's 80th bday.. I have lots of fun there.. I saw many of Mummy's uncles and aunties.. lucky Mummy brought her laptop cos Daddy saved many movies for me to watch. He is worried that I will be bored. Although I am having my holidays in Perak, I still have to do my assessment books and study for my exams.

Mummy so kiasu== brought my Maths and English assessment + many last yr exam papers... she wish I will excel in my studies.. especially when Im in the top class, she is more stress than me. Gosh! sometimes, I hope she will give me a break===

Daddy text me that he has bought the other 2 season of Wimpy Kid! this is my latest fav reading book!.. tt boy- Geoffrey is so funny and cute... Mummy lubb to read this book too!

the upset MummY!

It's been a long time since I update Brandon's blogger. I just changed his skin again. I just feel that it's not the 'rite' one yet. I'm still searching leh..hopefully can create a colorful one for him. Lately, his behaviour getting from bad to worse. I can't control my temper anymore and I told him off not in a nice way. I don't mean to. Many times, I tried to use the 'lubb & care' method but NO USE! he likes to test my patience. Same goes for his Daddy! He totally lost his temper and shouted at him. Kids nowadays are so difficult to teach and handle. They will give you all sort of excuses to cover their mistakes. They will try to reason with you in every way just to make sure the fault will falls back on us instead of themselves. Brandon is sick of my lectures and nagging. I am also SICK of it!!! I like to have some peace at home bcos that is the only place I like to rest and relax when I'm back from work.. from a stressful day! How I wish my Baby will understand how I feel rite now..